I cant breathe...

too many things on my mind now... n my heart is hurting so bad.... it's dying... my eyes is tearing up.. flowing down my cheeks... So much i try to control it, but i cant...

i'm all stress out now... i need to breathe... seriously i do...

is it really my fault for letting this to happen? do i really deserve all this..? y does it have to hurt me so bad..?

i don't do things on purpose.. i dun like to hurt other people... but y do people keep on hurting me like as if i got no feelings...

i want to be loved.. wrong.!! i NEED to be loved... but y everytime i love sumone so much, i have to go thru this shits over n over again... To say i'm tired... Indeed i am... is this karma that i have to face.? please.!!! tell me..!!!

i just dunno wat i shld do now... i just dunno wat i shld say.... its killing me slowly...

y does my happiness have to end with tears..? y is it so hard for them to trust or believe in me.? y do i have to be nice n be patience to achieve wat i dream of..? y?...

i gues i need to be silent for a moment... no point doing soul searching... no point in everything... i'm just too numb.. n i'm just too naive in everything... so let me be....

*breathe in breathe out*