Better without them..

I dun quite question myself on why things happening this way or that.. i never question myself y i never meet the people i havent met for many years.. Coz i know Allah have his reasons y..

I always pray that Allah will distance me from the people who have bad intention towards me.. Let me be far far away from them.. Coz i know they aint worth it..

n just like recently, i bump into an old fren who once very close to me.. N also an old flame.. yes we were seperated due to some misunderstanding n arguements.. but that was years ago.. Thru those years while we are apart, there's alot of things that i learn.. I wont deny, for a start i was hard to forgive them.. Hatred jus keep filling in.. Then slowly as i grow older n wiser.. I gues i got no time for all that.. I chuck all those nasty thots aside.. N be positive..

Im able to forgive them and respect their life n decision.. I am happy for them.. I try to give a new start n not till we bump into each other recently.. Those words are still as nasty as ever...

Whats wrong with my life that u guys r not satisfied with..? Ur happy, im happy.. U have a partner, i have found mine too.. I respected ur life n y cant u... Strange isnt it.. Then again thats life.. We can never be perfect in everyone's eyes..

It hurts me still without a doubt.. But to be compatitive, i got no time for that.. U want the best out of life.. i want that too.. But lets do it in our own way.. So long we dun cross each others line, im fine with it..

So with wat happened recently, I actually thank allah for making me see the type of people i have to deal with.. On whether they r worth being frens with or not.. So i decided, its better not.. Im fine with the way we r now.. Even if i have to bump into them again, i will still b as who i am.. No hard feelings.. N no grudges... Im done with all that..