Wont last forever

there's always sumthing in life that could bring u joy and bring u happiness but then slowly u realise it wont last long.. Either you have to let it go, or jus let go.. (i noe its the same)..

I was happy for a moment knowing there is sumthing i can called OURS.. sumthing that was made with love.. Sumthing that is a combination of my love and his..

If only we can freeze the time n enjoy it forever.. if only things will be much easier.. i guess we will truly enjoy the moments together.. Thats our only hope..

Confession of love isnt enouf till there's proof..

With situation like this, we just have to let it go.. With me totally disturbed with the thots of the FARKING GIRLFRIEND, everything are not helping.. (argh.!! fark the girlfriend la.. i dun farking care abt her.. she's nothing but just a farking barrier.. pfft..!)

So for now, with the little time left, i will make sure i enjoy the moment n remember it for life.. I will make full use of the time and create a beautiful memorable moments for myself.. Coz i dunno whats going to happened to US after tis.. Is it still going to be the same or will there be improvements? i jus dunno... As for Ubby, thats up to him on how he want to remember this moments..

Damn i wish i can keep it forever.. i wish i dun have to let it go... :'(