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i wont deny tat this whole week i have been spending time with my Hubby love.. really really wisely.. Not worrying abt anything else but just enjoying every single moment together..

till yesterday, sumone remind me abt the ans that i need to give to my dad.. thats when my heart sunk down.. n i cant breathe.. n negativity come running to my mind.. I just dunno what to say...

I told Hubby abt this.. We r secretly panic now.. Since we both noe what the outcome will be if once i've said the wrong ans.. decison is still in his hand.. so much i dun want this to end..

So before i tuck in, forcing myself to slp.. i msg hubby cici this..

"i'm slping soon.. i'm tired.. my mind too... Thinking that everything wil be ok but i was wrong.. its not easy going thru a secret relationship... I jus hope we dun have to end what we haf created beautifully.. u were brought to me unexpectedly... Loving you was wat i supposed to do... U brought me happiness that no one else could.. For many years i have been waiting for sumone like you... u r not perfect but u r an angel to me.. U give me pain n u cure it in every way that u can.. BUT if happens that our love wasnt meant for us to continue, jus know that i truly love u.. I nvr regret knowing u.. I nvr regret loving you.. I nvr regret being with u.. I love you before, now and always.. Gd nite my Hubby Cici..!!!!"