Who are they?
Under depression? Yup i guess i am... With the unanswered questions mounting in my head.. With the painful heart that keeps bleeding... I truly need sumone to let out my thoughts, my feelings, my frustrations... Since i cant have him by my side.. Since i cant have him to hear me out... I only have bunch of people who truly listen n try their best to feel me...
The first n only person who noes it all will be my partner in crime, a'ah.. She is the only one who have to endure my crappy stupid complains every hour everyday... And discomfort feelings, she will be the first to know... The person who will hear me cry n laugh at the same time... Being fully updated abt my roller-coaster ride relationship, yet she is just there wen i need that sumone to talk too... Love it wen she can try to think of sumthing to cheer me up... Like diverting the whole subject n talk abt holidays or even party... Yup yup... We really really need those things pretty badly... Distracted by the plans for wat-so-ever, i definately surely put my worries to rest... Even if its just for a moment... Just love her to bitz... Being both are ladies, obviously we do feel or think alike.. Different problems, similar feelings.. :)
The couple that i truly respect n salute to... Their maturity and experiences have been my inspirations... N the couple that i'm talking abt will be Fitrah n Firman... Fit is my only close fren that have always been by my side since secondary sch... Thru all my relationship, even its countless, she stood there n listen to every single whining, crying n happiness... Without saying any negativity, she guide and support me thru anything... For 7 yrs she have been with Man, n thats the same amt of years man have known me.. I have been like their little baby sister... Thru years, we grown much closer.. They will advise me base on wats best for me.. They know me too well.. My likes, my weakness, my strengths, my character, my criteria, my everything la.. They know so well that even from the outside i may seems strong, but actually i'm freaking fragile... They are the couple that every guy that i know have to go thru before being with me.. hehe.. They are like my bro n sis... They are the one that i spend most of my time with... Even wen they are on date, they will try bring me along.. sweet rite... So in this situation now, they are the one who get worried so easily... They will try their best to bring me out n cheer me... Have me to let my burdens off my shoulder.. In which thats the reason y i truly appreciate them..
can i say the person that i'm going to say abt is my soul n my i-can-never-survive-without? wel she's my beloved mother... The one who gave birth to me.. The one who pamper me.. the one who listen to me.. The one who will cry together with me.. The one who stood by me.. The one who tolerate any ridiculously rude attitude... Being scolded, being talk-back.. the one who have huge patience n tolerance in everything.. I shld be grateful that its easier to talk to her now than before... Coz i gues she truly see how much i suffer thru my life... she's the one that will have to see my red swollen eyes due to crying, have to hear my arguements with anyone, have to see the smile on my face when i'm happy with sumone... Mothers knows best for her child.. N thats my mum... I'm very much surprise, even if she wasnt in favour with the guy that i'm with, she still think of my feeling and ask if everything is ok.. She try to put positive words in every conversation.. She try to understand the emotions that i'm dealing with... Her concern towards my everything are rather amazing.. She do her best to make me happy wen i'm down.. Even just a small minor thing... She know me for all my life... N her sense in everything tat i do or going to do just amazed me... She can forsee things thats going to happen to me before i know it... Thats wat you call a mother... So much at times i dislike her, but i still love her tho...
The first n only person who noes it all will be my partner in crime, a'ah.. She is the only one who have to endure my crappy stupid complains every hour everyday... And discomfort feelings, she will be the first to know... The person who will hear me cry n laugh at the same time... Being fully updated abt my roller-coaster ride relationship, yet she is just there wen i need that sumone to talk too... Love it wen she can try to think of sumthing to cheer me up... Like diverting the whole subject n talk abt holidays or even party... Yup yup... We really really need those things pretty badly... Distracted by the plans for wat-so-ever, i definately surely put my worries to rest... Even if its just for a moment... Just love her to bitz... Being both are ladies, obviously we do feel or think alike.. Different problems, similar feelings.. :)
The couple that i truly respect n salute to... Their maturity and experiences have been my inspirations... N the couple that i'm talking abt will be Fitrah n Firman... Fit is my only close fren that have always been by my side since secondary sch... Thru all my relationship, even its countless, she stood there n listen to every single whining, crying n happiness... Without saying any negativity, she guide and support me thru anything... For 7 yrs she have been with Man, n thats the same amt of years man have known me.. I have been like their little baby sister... Thru years, we grown much closer.. They will advise me base on wats best for me.. They know me too well.. My likes, my weakness, my strengths, my character, my criteria, my everything la.. They know so well that even from the outside i may seems strong, but actually i'm freaking fragile... They are the couple that every guy that i know have to go thru before being with me.. hehe.. They are like my bro n sis... They are the one that i spend most of my time with... Even wen they are on date, they will try bring me along.. sweet rite... So in this situation now, they are the one who get worried so easily... They will try their best to bring me out n cheer me... Have me to let my burdens off my shoulder.. In which thats the reason y i truly appreciate them.. 
can i say the person that i'm going to say abt is my soul n my i-can-never-survive-without? wel she's my beloved mother... The one who gave birth to me.. The one who pamper me.. the one who listen to me.. The one who will cry together with me.. The one who stood by me.. The one who tolerate any ridiculously rude attitude... Being scolded, being talk-back.. the one who have huge patience n tolerance in everything.. I shld be grateful that its easier to talk to her now than before... Coz i gues she truly see how much i suffer thru my life... she's the one that will have to see my red swollen eyes due to crying, have to hear my arguements with anyone, have to see the smile on my face when i'm happy with sumone... Mothers knows best for her child.. N thats my mum... I'm very much surprise, even if she wasnt in favour with the guy that i'm with, she still think of my feeling and ask if everything is ok.. She try to put positive words in every conversation.. She try to understand the emotions that i'm dealing with... Her concern towards my everything are rather amazing.. She do her best to make me happy wen i'm down.. Even just a small minor thing... She know me for all my life... N her sense in everything tat i do or going to do just amazed me... She can forsee things thats going to happen to me before i know it... Thats wat you call a mother... So much at times i dislike her, but i still love her tho... These are the people that i truly treasure... The people who comfort me.. The people who are worried abt me.. The people who care abt my feelings... Even if they did a tiny thing, it truly mean sumthing to me... Their love n concern towards sumone like me means everything to me... Its not that i dun want to accept the negativity.. But at times you just need the positiveness too.. Positivity works better for me... N with all the positive people ard me, it will surely make me feel much better...
I hearts them till them.. n i'm thankful to have them in my life..
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