Sitting on the concrete bench.. facing the sea.. Looking at the beautiful clouds up in the sky.. Fascinated with the calm green sea.. Jus a small wave flowing towardsd the west.. Enjoying the scenery make me feel at ease..

For a moment i put aside my worries.. N wats more having the person that you love sitting beside you.. i always find it as a romantic thing to sit by the beach with the one that you love..
i just love it...

Then again, those romantic moment last for a short while.. happy moments turn into a moment full of tears n frustrations. Touching on the topic abt our status. As always there's no definations to it.

3yrs is the amount of years that i got to wait. its a long period of time. N anything can happen within that 3 yrs. Without a doubt, i could wait that long. But wat assurance do we have that after the years of waiting, i will be forever his. I can believe n trust him. Then again, as a woman, i do have my own fear and will always feel insecure.

I've made my say and he didnt agree. I know its not easy for us to stay as friends. From a stranger to a colleague. Then slowly to a friend. N lastly deeply secretly in love.

If we really have to stay the same, then i will do it.. If thats the happiness for us, i will follow watever u say.

Coz i love you.