Like this...

seriously, i dunno if i can take this much longer... the more i stay, the more i'm hurt... the more i'm hurt, the more im in depression...

totally sux being in depression... Mind aint working rite... Emotions jus give you one hell of a ride... Expectations goes haywire... Everything can never be rite...

i just cant blame others but myself... even if i'm not wrong, im still to blame..

Maybe its hard for that sumone to understand the situation i'm in.. For just once, understand me... Being in depression is never a joke... Its a serious thing...

Am i just expecrting too much..? Am i being ridiculous?

All i need now is for you to hug me... hold me tight and dun let go... I just need that sincere touch... I need you to kiss me... I need you to whisper those sweet words... Saying all the good words like you really mean it... just so to make me feel ok...

Seriously i'm not ok... I'm in the deepest down side of myself... all i need is love... all i need is attention.. all i need is to be pampered... all i need is YOU..!!! is that too much..? probably ya...

Oh gosh.... i really need to buck up on my own if you dun want to help me thru all this... Hopefully i will survive...