What make me love him?

Last weekend, one of my clozy ask me a bonus question in which i don't quite have the ans. He was asking "Do you love him?".. Obviously i would say "Of coz i do"... a long pause then he asked again, "What do you love abt him?"... Huh! Tat never come cross my mind to even think for an ans for that... I thot its something obvious... All i answer," He makes me happy in regardless of how many shitz he put me thru." *deep thoughts* "he just know how to make me happy. He's the happiness n he's the one who keep breaking my heart.."

Is that answer good enough to convince everyone? Hmmm nope..!! I know there's more to it... Been thinking it thru and i know what is it... Hmmm let see if i get it right...

1. i love the way he make me feel comfortable being ard him. Without feeling shy or anything else. I got to be myself.
2. I love the way he make a situation turn out to be a ok.
3. i love the way he smile from afar. Seeing him smile, will surely make me smile.
4. i love the way he say what he want to say. At times it can be irritating n crappy but still its funny.
5. i love the way he look wen he try to explain things, with the eyebrow n with the blank blur serious look, it just make me want to laugh.
6. I love the way he walk. its just unique n one of a kind.
7. I love the way he insisted on hugging or kissing me even when he know i'm angry with him.
8. I love the way he chuckles wen he find sumthing kinda funny. Thou i always find it like as if he wasnt laughing sincerely, but again i love to hear it wen he did it.
9. I love the way he stare at me and wen i ask him, he will just say nothing. but then give me a cheeky smile.
10. I love the way he impressed me with just the small gesture.
11. I love his "i-dun-want-to-know-&-i-dun-care" self but in the end he will question me until i tell him wat is it.
12. i love the way he look so sweet n cute wen he sleep. (even wen i dun allow him to sleep most of the time)
13. i love it wen he gets angry, coz i always find the "do-not-disturb-me" mode so exciting.
14. i love the way we tease on his bike.
15. i love the way he finish up my food for me. he will make noise for the moment but still he finish it without any complain.
16. i love the way he can change his mind or mood.. One moment he can be angry n saying all sorts of nasty things, next moment he can just act like as if nothing happened the night before...
17. i love the way he say things sarcasticly... its so fake on how he so it... Especially wen i ask him to repeat the sentence again, n he get irritated by it, he will just say it for the sake of saying it...

etc.. etc.. etc...

but i guess all that are just sumthing that what the eyes could see n what makes me happy. Mostly are actually the things that i hate.. Looking beyond it the things that irritates me... For sumthing that i appreaciate the most will be sumthing that only my heart can see n feel. The heart just know it that it's LOVE.

1. i love the way he kiss my forehead. Firstly becoz kissing at a girl's forehead means alot. Secondly, every moment wen his lips touches my forehead n there will be a long pause. That was the moment when my heart can feel the love flow thru my blood. On how much i appreciate it, i gues its just the same as how much i love him..
2. i love the way he put me thru the pain n suffering, but yet give me that bit of assurance.. thou my mind keep on thinking that he never do anything positive, but my heart knows for a moment in time, at the back of his mind he do mean it wen he say we will be together somehow.
3. i love the way he say i love you. thou i miss the moment wen he was afraid to confess his love for me. but it doesnt really matter. regardless of what happens, all i need to know he do love me. on how he say it, even if i just make him repeat it so many time saying that he wasnt sincere with the "i love you". but truthfully, i know everything he say is from his true sincere heart.
4. i love the way he indirectly put in the effort for us. i may complain saying he's not putting in the efforts n stuff. but deep in my heart, i really really appreciate it.
5. i love the way he remember things that i love or like. the way he observe with every single thing that i do. No one have been that observant like him.
6. i love the way he make a history in my life all over again. Being a compilation of all my past. and at the same time be the first in everything in my life. So far he impressed me more than expected. just a little effort n it will goes all the way.

there's too many thing tat i love abt him... he's the imperfection... he's the beautiful disaster.. he's the everything that everyone would love and hate at the same time.. Having him and being with him is something i never regret.. Instead i'm just glad that i met n know sumone like him who taught me to be a much stronger and wiser person. He's just another chapter in my lifebook that will be forever written with wonderful words.


Cinta,
I love you for you. N i love you for who u will be in the future. I noe there's many years to come for us go thru all this together. But with the patience n believe n faith, i know i wasnt wrong to love you. You're my right n wrong.. You're my yes n no... You're the answers to all my prayers.. You're the strength that i need..
I know people dun change to be a better person overnite.. But i know one day, with an open heart, u will be that person i've always visualize. being a wonderful and loving husband, father of the beautiful twins like what u always dream about our big little family...

i love you now, always, forever n eternity...

Love