Not over n done with...
Cinta,
if i have one wish now, i only wish i could erase the past mistake that i've done... Just that one incident in which u cant seem to forget or forgive... You're just not over and done with it eventho it happened last year...
Never did it come across my mind that the incident leave a huge scar on you... Seriously i thot those times doesnt mean anything to you since you didnt show much interest in me... Only till we start to be more closer, then u confessed to me abt this whole feelings that u kept deep inside..
I admit its my mistakes... I admit that its my weakness... I admit that my past stories are rather scary and hard to believe... Like what you say i'm DANGEROUS... *smirk* k i admit again... when it come to that area, i am indeed the dangerous person...
even after the incident, you never show me your fear like wat u did lately... reason you give is becoz i was only focusing on you alone... No other guys come interfearing or distrupting our relationship... But lately things were different... I welcome two other guys in my life... eventho i'm still in a process of getting to know... you already paranoid like as if you're going to lose me forever...
Cinta, i understand your feelings and your worries... But please whatever that u think or worried abt, doesnt effect my love for you... I'm still here.. As the same person that you know.. The same person that you love... The same person that you care... the same person that you need.. n the same person that love, care n always there for you right from the start... the same person that believe in you.. the same person that appreciate every single thing that you do even if its the shitest-est shitz... i bet you should know me by now.. At times i dun have to say it out loud... you can just feel it with your heart...
So just this one, cinta... I hope you can get over n done with my past like i did with yours... Nobody say its easy.. I noe that very well.. Just have that trust believe in me.. thats all i need from you for now... Promise me that you wont bring up this issue again... Promise me and try to keep it... I remember you once make me promise you not to be with a bad guy... I keep to that promise... You make me promise not to throw myself to other guys... up till today, there's no olse apart from you...
Cinta,I love you.. N i'm sincerely serious with you... So y would i want to ruin everything that we have build with our secret love... Y do i want to waste the efforts... Y shld i betrayed you or lie to you... I gues i never do anything stupid after that incident.. I never, cinta... Becoz of love, i stoop low.. becoz of love, i stay here with you... becoz of love, i fight further eventho i'm tired... becoz of love, i shut the negativity..
All i need and want is you... thru your good or bad, i want you.. thru your sick n health, i want you.. thru anything, i still want you... So please cinta, i'm not begging you to be with me this very moment... but all i'm asking you to do is to get over n done with it... Believe n trust me... Love me for who i am now... There's nothing that you shld feel afraid for, i'm all yours.. from top till toe.. from inside n out...
Love you cinta...!! *Cinta you Love*
if i have one wish now, i only wish i could erase the past mistake that i've done... Just that one incident in which u cant seem to forget or forgive... You're just not over and done with it eventho it happened last year...
Never did it come across my mind that the incident leave a huge scar on you... Seriously i thot those times doesnt mean anything to you since you didnt show much interest in me... Only till we start to be more closer, then u confessed to me abt this whole feelings that u kept deep inside..
I admit its my mistakes... I admit that its my weakness... I admit that my past stories are rather scary and hard to believe... Like what you say i'm DANGEROUS... *smirk* k i admit again... when it come to that area, i am indeed the dangerous person...
even after the incident, you never show me your fear like wat u did lately... reason you give is becoz i was only focusing on you alone... No other guys come interfearing or distrupting our relationship... But lately things were different... I welcome two other guys in my life... eventho i'm still in a process of getting to know... you already paranoid like as if you're going to lose me forever...
Cinta, i understand your feelings and your worries... But please whatever that u think or worried abt, doesnt effect my love for you... I'm still here.. As the same person that you know.. The same person that you love... The same person that you care... the same person that you need.. n the same person that love, care n always there for you right from the start... the same person that believe in you.. the same person that appreciate every single thing that you do even if its the shitest-est shitz... i bet you should know me by now.. At times i dun have to say it out loud... you can just feel it with your heart...
So just this one, cinta... I hope you can get over n done with my past like i did with yours... Nobody say its easy.. I noe that very well.. Just have that trust believe in me.. thats all i need from you for now... Promise me that you wont bring up this issue again... Promise me and try to keep it... I remember you once make me promise you not to be with a bad guy... I keep to that promise... You make me promise not to throw myself to other guys... up till today, there's no olse apart from you...
Cinta,I love you.. N i'm sincerely serious with you... So y would i want to ruin everything that we have build with our secret love... Y do i want to waste the efforts... Y shld i betrayed you or lie to you... I gues i never do anything stupid after that incident.. I never, cinta... Becoz of love, i stoop low.. becoz of love, i stay here with you... becoz of love, i fight further eventho i'm tired... becoz of love, i shut the negativity..
All i need and want is you... thru your good or bad, i want you.. thru your sick n health, i want you.. thru anything, i still want you... So please cinta, i'm not begging you to be with me this very moment... but all i'm asking you to do is to get over n done with it... Believe n trust me... Love me for who i am now... There's nothing that you shld feel afraid for, i'm all yours.. from top till toe.. from inside n out...
Love you cinta...!! *Cinta you Love*
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